To new beginnings. It feels so tender, so soft and almost fragile. It’s no joke, it really is to be marvelled upon. You would think there was grass growing under foot, but really the snow is falling softly. Often winter begets the time of endings and rest. This year winter is the lamb that taught me to rest in the beginning of things. The beginning and the ending it happened all at once and I, I was okay with that. But in a much more honest sense I wasn’t okay with it at all. I didn’t ask to be put in this situation, I didn’t ask for all this change. But really I did, and I needed it I just didn’t want it. Because it would have been easier to be stagnant and I would have found a way to live with it. I just wouldn’t have been living. So I needed it, I just didn’t want it. And the ending of things has taken longer than I wanted and the beginning has taken longer still. Only, the beginning isn’t so bad, it isn’t so sad. So I’m okay with it, the beginning it’s taking its ti...
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